Ever been bothered by an itch that you can't scratch? Can't reach? It's the worst thing ever. The itching just eats at you until you can't take it anymore. What makes it worse is that the more you ignore it, the more it itches...

Well, minus the itch, that's how I've been feeling lately. Each night, around this time, I get this very irritated and annoyed feeling. I can't exactly pinpoint what is behind all this frustration, which becomes even MORE frustrating. There's just all these emotions running through me – emptiness, loneliness, tiredness, stress, hunger. Lately, I think my work has been getting me really down. I LOVE doing things that benefit a lot of people, but I haven't really gotten the feeling that my work has had that impact. Who the heck do I benefit? A select few within the ASUC, if that... What makes things worse is that leaders here don't even take any responsibility whatsoever when I need them to, or expect them to. Since when did leaders become so undependable? All this political crap has made me rethink my decision to be a Political Science major. It doesn't interest me all that much anymore. Political theory?! Can't stand it! International relations? Can't deal with it!

Anyway, that's only two of the things that have been bothering me recently. I can't really describe it, but I just have such an unsettling feeling that I always hope my nightly showers will wash away my troubles. But it never does, my problems are still there... staring right back in my face. Yet for some reason, I can't exactly grasp what the problems actually are. I just know that I need to fix them... whatever they are...