It scares me to know that I hold so much hate in my heart for one person. Maybe it's not the person that I hate... but rather myself for believing. I always thought I was smarter than that... smarter than to fall for a bunch of pretty words and false promises. Maybe it was because I really wanted to believe that this time, things would be different. Silly of me to think that you were special. Instead, you're the worst one. Thank you for up and leaving me like a "psychotic jackass." I regret the day I met you, because you have made me hate myself. I can't walk down that road again. You have been expelled from my life. Goodbye.