I'm done with school, but yet the pressure is far from over. We're still homeless. My future is uncertain. And I want to go home. I wish I could take on a more "screw everything" mentality. But this is me and that's just not possible. I'm being selfish and I can't think about anything else but going home. But I can't go home until I have a "home" here. And even if I do go to my real home in LA, I won't be able to be there long because of some stupid @$$ internship that I honestly am not excited about. It's not Barbara Lee that disinterests me, cuz I think she's one cool lady, it's just the thought of DC. Everybody always says, "You'll be having the time of your life," or "You're moving on to bigger and better things." Big whoop. I'm a homely girl. I need to go home. I haven't seen my family in WAY too long! After the stupid DC internship, I gotta immediately come back to some hell hole here at Berkeley and prepare for next year.

No Vegas vacation for me. No trip to Mammoth with Kris and her family. No basketball with my brother for hours on end. No all night Super Smash Bros. marathons with my siblings. No midnight run to J&S for breakfast burritos. No movies with 4 hot boys (Jerry, Jeff, Jared and Randall). No secret rendezvous to get Albertson's chicken or Subways for lunch when my mother tells us to make P&J sandwiches. No cheering for my brother at all his basketball/baseball/volleyball games. And no invigorating young minds to prepare them for college.

Yeah yeah... summer in DC. Personally, I think this summer might suck...