F*CK. For a girl that was once Miss Optimism, I'm really hating on a lot of things right now.

I'm hating the fact that...

...I have to write this paper that I know nothing about
...my paper is worth 40% of my grade
...I have until 3 pm tomorrow to turn it in
...I'm staring at a blank word doc
...I ever took this class
...Brady gave us this assignment
...people are out having fun right now without me
...all the other UC people aren't dealing with finals right now
...that I'm still homeless for next year
...my UCLA friends are barely dealing with housing issues, damn sheltered people living in the middle of Westwood
...I spread myself so thin that there's never any time for anything else
...my family and friends have been secondary to my work
...issues from the past still aren't resolved
...the ASUC elections have taken such a toll on my life
...my grades have gone from crap to crappier
...I'm hating so much when what I really hate is myself