Can things be great and not so great at the same time? Maybe I'm greedy, but life has been leaving me wanting more as of late. Wanting what, I'm not so sure. Perhaps eating 1.5 meals each day could be the reason... I'm still trying to decide if coming to DC this summer was the best move for me. Kristopher seems to think I've matured much more within the short 4 weeks that I've been here than the 2 years that he's known me. What does that mean? Mature in a good way? I'm definitely not the same Jamie that people remember from high school. For once, my weekends aren't packed with tournaments, conventions, projects, or meetings... which leaves me with a lot of options on how to fill my free time. I've never spent the 4th of July waking up to champagne. I've never had to sneak in vodka anywhere. I've never gone dancing more than 3 times a year. Now I go dancing 3 times a week! Huh... which brings me back to this whole idea of growing up and "maturing." Maybe this IS what college students do and I'm just finally figuring it out. I'm having fun, BELIEVE ME, it's been a blast. Yet, part of me thinks that maybe I should've stayed home this summer. Jerry's finally going into high school and Terri's going to be a Senior. That's important stuff to me. Maybe I feel guilty for having so much fun. I usually have fun working. Right now, I hate work... I have fun NOT working. I am in dire need of some Amy Grant advice...