I'M JUST A SIMPLE GIRL WITH OCCASIONAL TENDENCIES TO TRY TO SAVE THE WORLD...

Sometimes, I feel like the bastard child of OP... no idea what I'm doing, no idea what's going on. Is there some sort of blacklist that I'm on that I don't know about??? It seems like the higher a person gets on the hierarchy of politics here at Cal, the more likely they'll try to avoid me in passing. Maybe people like me don't truly exist, but is it really THAT impossible to believe that I do things for the pureness of my heart and not because I have some sort of ulterior motive? Or have I just fallen into the black hole of politicians? I wish for nothing more this semester than to get through it as a "regular student." I don't want to HAVE to "look presentable" all the time anymore. I would like more than anything to be able to walk to class in my sweats and not feel like I'm being put on display. Everyday, all I try to do is to be a good person and help my school anyway I can. And as cheesy and that sounds, it's true. The only reason why I even re-applied to be back in OP is so that I can make a difference and help better the campus community, and who knows, maybe even save the world while I'm at it. So why am I being attacked? So, for the last time, here's the absolute truth...

1. NO, I'M NOT TRYING TO "STEAL" INTERNS AWAY FROM ANYBODY!
2. AM I THINKING ABOUT RUNNING FOR OFFICE NEXT SEMESTER? HELL NO!
3. IS KRIS RUNNING FOR PRESIDENT AGAIN? I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!

Can I finally go back to being a regular college student without people always trying to be defensive when they speak to me? THERE ARE NO ULTERIOR MOTIVES WHATSOEVER! I don't "network" and I don't do shady back-room deals!

When did I become so hardened by life? Veronica's right, I'm not the same happy-go-lucky Jamie that I once was in high school. I've seen how dark and cold people's hearts can be. It makes me so sad to think that these are the people that run our government (both school and society). I'M NOT THE POLITICIAN HERE!!!! It's not what I'm about, it's not what I want to spend the rest of my life doing. Every so often, I'll do something whole-heartedly, simply because I believe in the cause, not because I'm looking for that golden prize behind it. I'm a good person, and my heart is pure....

OTHER REASONS WHY TODAY SUCKS LIKE NO OTHER:
1. Tried to do the laundry and fought with the washer and dryer.
2. My lavender comforter and sheets are now tie-dyed with blue specks because of wretched washer.
3. Star Buddy is now more blue than the last time I washed it.
4. Sat naked on my bed for 5 minutes trying to find a decent shirt.
5. Cut my arm on a hanger while trying to look for a shirt.
6. Ran a block to chase after a bus... bus drove off with me cursing behind it.
7. Waited another 15 minutes for a damn bus.
8. Ended up sitting next to some fat chick who reeked of alcohol.
9. Fat chick breathed all over me.
10. Got stuck behind another fat person after I got off the bus. (Big day for fat people.)
11. Dude was big like there was no tomorrow... couldn't get around him.
12. Dude lit up a cigarette... I hacked all the way over to Dwinelle.
13. Lowlifes at the corner calling out, "Looking good, Little Mama."
14. Had to break GT2 date with Ben cuz I can't get my life together.
15. It is now 4:19pm, and I still have not eaten lunch!

One last note... Reality Check, Jamie: I'm not single by choice, THERE HAVE BEEN NO GUYS!!!!!