You know that feeling you get when nothing in your life seems to go right? Yeah... that's me right now. Today just had too many ups and downs with nothing in between for me to fall back on. I used to think that free time was a good thing, but I've now come to the realization that free time is just dangerous. It causes the brain to dig up feelings and emotions buried deep inside the heart, unearthing a myriad of skeletons in the closet. Just when you think that you could get away without confronting life's daily dose of stress, an invisible wall seems to stop you in your tracks and remind you that you're human, which means that hardships are sure to follow. Classes haven't even started yet and I already feel like I'm having trouble with school. I just feel so torn... I know my head should be here, so I can get educated, but why is my heart someplace else? Talking to Kristen only makes me miss home even more... if I only had a couple more days back in LA....

I sure hope Allison is doing better than me up at Syracuse.